September 30th, 2022
-This is one of those days where I truly dispise trading more than anything else. The moment the market closed all I am thinking is "How do I liquidate my account and spend that on something that actually makes sense and makes me money." Ill only say this one time in this post but FUCK TRADING. I really just dont know what to do when shit like this happens to me other than be extremely depressed and try to enjoy my weekend even though I will wake up in despair every day until monday when I am ready to get fucked in the ass again.
1st Trade: Demand Zone
-Took the long because I had a doctors appointment at 11 and I held this for a whole 50 dollar profit then watched it come right back down to a negative 15 trade. Just wow. I dont even know what to say about this other than I shouldve adjusted my stop to the trendbreak but again FUCK TRADING.
2nd Trade: Trend Continuation
-Really nice trade where I went for continuation and made a decent 35 profit. This was the moment where I was very annoyed that I wouldve had an 85 green day if I wouldve just not been stubborn and taken my profits on the last trade.
3rd Trade: Trend Reversal
-Immediately lose cuz I go for trend reversal long which is just so FUCKING RETARDEDLY STUPID. FUCK TRADING WHY THE FUCK WOULD I THINK WE ARE GOING LONG HERE???????????? WHAT THE FUCKSSKSJAD;LFK JSA;OGAHFD;OVJNBNDVFFNLK;FKVSDSJKJS;JJFJDKFFJANWM;KVD DF OHAEF
4th Trade: Trend Reversal
-FUCK TRADING AGAIN
5th Trade: Trend Continuation FUCK TRADING
-YES THE ULTIMATE FUCK TRADING. Just wow. 2 contracts here on FUCKING ACCIDENT. Lose immediately and was confused how I was down 70 fucking dollars then I proceed to watch this fucking shithole index have 20 FUCKING MILLION IN SELL VOLUME COME IN THE MOMENT I FUCKING SELL. TWENTY FUCKING MILLION FUCKING SHARES SOLD IN 5 FUCKING MINUTES THREE SECONDS AFTER I S SELLELELELJLA KJLKJ;LJLJ;LAKJDLKFJAS.. fuck trading fuck everything i am done.